Post by weloveourweasels on Jan 25, 2009 6:01:31 GMT -5
I can't go to the ER. I have have the pains many times last year and it just started last year. The time that goes by I don't have them is so nice but I always worry I will get them again. I just woke up tonight with them. I was all hot and clamy and could not breathe in deep or it hurts. I know if you have heartburn to take a shot of vinegar and the acidity gets rid of it but I don't think this is heartburn. I took a shot of vinegar anyways. I can't go to the ER because I don't have insurance and I don't want to be a burden on my family. I don't have a job and we are a lower middle class family. I tried to apply for medicaid before and was denied. I walked out of the office crying and very upset. I was denied because I still live with my parents and they would need proof of their income and they make too much money. It is just above the limit. Anyway I don't want anyone to feel sorry for me I just need some positice energy. I feel a little better after the vinegar but I don't want to breathe in deep and am still scared and don't want to lay back down. I'm going to post this on a few forums and hope the combined energy from everyone will help me. Thank you everyone for taking the time to read and most importantly thank you for the good energy.
~Jessica
~Jessica
